Pac - Breaking The Oath

Honestly, when I heard a long time ago that 2 Pac was shot in the car with Suge, I automatically felt that he did it. It just did not sit right with me at all how the situation played out, coincidences happen, but not with this guy. Then Biggie died a similar way, having Diddy close by. This video should open your eyes to the conspiracies. Enjoy.


Dark vs. Light: Controversy continues in black America - Lifestyles

Dark vs. Light: Controversy continues in black America - Lifestyles

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Houst Party II


A night out with Lowri, a fellow Eclectic Crew member. We does this man... Shouts to the crowd that came out. Shouts to Olu, Shouts to Nenaji, Shouts to the silly little young guys that was beefing, Shouts to Philly out in the D, Shouts to the homie who tried to get me wasted and kept passing me the shots of Ciroc. Shouts to the cuties. If I missed your shout, here a kiss... muah.


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Marriage, Marriage, Marriage...MUST SEE

This made me really think about marriage man. Although I'm sure I'll have to go through this....but dang. This was tough.


Spread Your Word

For the first time since I've been living in Houston, I've passed Lakewood Church numerous times. Yet, today was the day that God said I'd find myself seated in a chair, listening to Joel Osteen's ministration. A seed was forever planted in me, which is invisibly at this moment, changing my life. I mouthed during the benediction that I will never be the same, never, never, never, and it will been so.

He spoke of these new generation of seedless watermelons that we all enjoy eating during the summer. Although they have been genetically altered, they taste good and don't create much of a hassle since you don't have to worry about constantly spitting out seeds. Nevertheless, these altered watermelons can not reproduce, which is the reason seeds are made. So, after these seedless watermelons are eaten, that's the end of their short investment to the world.

Investment is the key word. When people think of investment, they think Wall Street, or buying a house, or investing in a business. Its not exactly that type of investment that I speak of, but the investment of your time to people. To your friends, your family, neighbors, or even a stranger you see with a frown on their face, a simple smile can turn their day around. Moreover, by investment, I mean to pass down something that has held you over through tough times. Lessons that you have learned. Secrets to a business that someone else could use. Techniques in areas that you have experiences in. Useful information that you know other people should know is essential to your happiness when they report their success. By adding value to them, you have added value to yourself and God will help you to accomplish your goals also. Whatever you decide to install into people will forever last inside of them.

Throughout the years of interacting with different races, genders, and cultures, I see the problem to achieving excellence and breakthrough is due to, but not limited, to three things, especially in the black community.They include, selfishness, arrogance, and ignorance. People want to be prosperous, but don't want to help other people become prosperous. I think that some people fear that if they give out their secrets and techniques to their success, they may get out-done. The spotlight will be removed from them, and onto whoever. Which should never be the case. When someone asks you for information and you try to go around it and not tell them, they KNOW what you're doing, and will remember you for that. Although, they came to you for a reason right? I personally want to be known for being a leader, helper, counselor, and mentor. Where I am going, I want to take as many people as I can. What do you think it means when people say "Its lonely at the top". Excellence is shown through serving society instead of living for self. Your contribution to the world entails how your legacy will be told. Think of what do you want people to say about you when you die?

Arrogance is the number one killer of success. How can you need help and also be arrogant at the same time. Sean Combs aka P. Diddy said that when he started to work as a teenager, the first characteristic that he removed was arrogance. What does that tell you? He's a multi-millionaire now, and you're still still sitting on that high horse of yours thinking its all is peachy-cream. Look, there are people who LIVE in this world, and there are people that are just alive. If you don't see the difference, then you need to re-evaluate your state of being. There are people who live an intentioned lives, who feel they have a purpose to serve and those that live intentioned lives, where they they attitudes are carefree and nonchalant. Live an intentioned life.

A seedless watermelon is generated to be eaten without reproduction. A normal watermelon is grown to be eaten and to produce more watermelon. In essence, when you plant a seed of vital information into a person, they then will grow, and with that seed you have planted, they will plant more into other people. Don't continue to keep things to yourself when you know people need know the information you have, spread it all around so other people can be blessed. Sow a seed, so it can grow and continue to live on, even if you are gone. Speak faith into the lives of other people even if it seems in vain now, they will understand its meaning in the future. Joel spoke of a elderly woman that went to his church before when it was at the old location, she would come to the church early in the morning, sit in her seat and begin to pray. She wasn't what most people would call wealthy, or didn't seem like she had what people would call talent, but what she could do was pray. Every time he would walk her way in the sanctuary, she would call him over and pray for him for about 2-3minutes. Every time he walked into the church, it would never fail, she'd call him to pray for him, and he'd smile on the outside, but on the inside he think, "Ohhhh mann, why did I have to walk over here". Throughout the years, she'd taught him how to pray, even though he dreaded it then, she sowed that seed into him and look at him now.

You may think you do not have a talent, but through just words, friendly gestures, discussing past experiences that you've learned, or even taking someone under your wing to mentor serve as sowing a seed. Pass on everything good, you will never be more fulfilled until you install something into someone elses life. We are living a legacy that will be either remembered or forgotten. Why leave a will and no life lesson to your children? It is more useful to leave something in them, them for them. I'm sure there are some people that you look up to and have cativated you. We are put on this earth to encounter other people, with a greater benifit to affect them positivitly than negatively . What do you have that you can pass on?


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Lovely Misconceptions Continued

What more can I say about my love life you ask? Well, unlike some people, I cherish my worth and the priceless price tag attached to me. My rack is located in the back of the back where custom made orders are filled to be tailored, while all already made designers have crafted items for your purchasing needs in the store. It might hurt your feels that your order may not be ready for you yet, but like they say, you cant rush perfection.

In essence, what I am trying to say is that many women sell themselves cheap as if their placed on the sales rack. What they don't understand is that, that is where most people shop first. Use your context clues to figure out what i'm insinuating. Pause. Most men see what cheap things they can get on sale before their money runs out. Sale is you, money equals their lifetime. Then when they get the big stacks, they go straight to the tailor in the back of the back, to choose what they want. See, the logic? Like they say, when the desireable is not available, the available is desireable. Pause.

I've come across many people in my life to know that men do testers to see what they can get away with. If you're an easy target, you'll fall into their trap, which doesn't gurantee commitment, and you'll probably get upset and feel played. I personally haven't been there, but from what my friends tell me about, its all the same shyt.

I don't give a flying shyt about nice words, I can play on words too. Its character trill (true and real) actually genunine actions that should count as worth something. Watch how he treats you with his friends, and if you haven't met his friends yet??? Pause. Moroever, don't get involved with a guy if you haven't sat down with yourself and your God to discuss if you should be involved with that kind of person. There are people who are set in place as traps to detour you away from your goals and destiny. Pay close attention to the signs. Not everyone that acts like they like you really like you. Some have goals to destroy you and take your spot or even just to use you for what you have.

I keep it real %100, and I don't hide my feelings if i dislike. One thing about girls is that if they're content, there are no complaints. If there are complaints, then you need to re-evaluate yourself and what you're doing. Clearly you're not appealing to her in a certain way or pestering or pressuring too much. In my case, I get a lot of clashers, pesturers, and pressurers. I'm very patient though, I hold in until I snap, and thats when the aggressive african comes out. Beware. Just keep it cool, and we'll vibe great.

Ahh, again i'm tired of talking about me. Next segment coming soon.


Lovely Misconceptions about I

My post today was going to be about other peoples love, as it is 8 times out of 10 posts, but I decided to switch it up. I want to talk about myself. How I roll, and the misconceptions people tend to have about me.

First and foremost, I'll tackle my love life. Yeah, I know what I said in the beginning, but this is different cause I'm not in love! Ok, moving on. One thing about me is that I fall into like very easily. But, that is circumstantial, because I can't do it with just any guy. It doesn't depend on money,cars, clothes, but what occurs in the time we're amongst ourselves. Money doesn't really matter to me because the government can change currency (as their doing now google the Amero) and change our money into bottled water. Cars, I don't care for because it's not in my name. And clothes, because he still might stink. Ever talk to a funky fresh(fly) dude? I have. As I was saying, as we're amongst ourself, maybe he's making me laugh, being openly nice indirectly, so it could not be to me specifically, compliments flow unforced, our vibe is undeniably grand and I can talk to him for hours w/o argument. Shows that he believes in me and my dream, no matter what is the greatest love you can give anyone, and it means so much to me. Those are characteristics that play a part in who I like. Obviously everyone cannot share that type of relationship because not everyone's personality matches.

Now, no one should be confused, puzzled, or perplexed about my decisions to like a guy. Plus, I know when a guy forces it. 10 out of 10 times it's already too late.

Ahh, now i'm tired of talking about myself. Until the next segment...



Latoya Jackson says "Michael was MURDERED"

Latoya Jackson is speaking out on her brother's death -- and she's making some pretty rough assumptions as to what actually happened to Michael Jackson.

"I believe Michael was murdered," Latoya told the U.K's Mail On Sunday. "I felt that from the start. Not just one person was involved, rather it was a conspiracy of people. He was surrounded by a bad circle. Michael was a very meek, quiet, loving person. People took advantage of that. People fought to be close to him, people who weren't always on his side."

Latoya is convinced that Michael's "shadowy entourage" is responsible for supplying the superstar with drugs that eventually killed him.

"They got him hooked on drugs," she said. "He was pure and clean and then drugs came back into his system. I think it shocked his system so much it killed him."

"He had needle marks on his neck and on his arms and more about those will emerge in the next few weeks," she said. "I cannot discuss that any further as I may jeopardize the investigation. I can, however, say that I have not changed my mind about my feeling that Michael was murdered."

MIchael's sis also called him "the loneliest man in the world," and swears he was forced to do those 50 concerts he had scheduled in London.

"It's impossible even for a healthy person to do that many shows," she said. "Michael was fragile. He always wanted to believe the best of people. But he was meek. In the last few months, he became isolated. I believe the staff were given strict instructions that if any of the family called, not to tell him. And if any of the family came by, not to let them in."

The Jacksons, Latoya said, plan to file a civil lawsuit against anyone they feel contributed to Michael's drug use -- should that be determined the cause of his death.

"I am going to get down to the bottom of this," she said. "I am not going to stop until I find out who is responsible. Why did they keep the family away? It's not about money. I want justice for Michael. I won't rest until I find out what -- and who -- killed my brother."

"I'm doing what I can to find out how he died. If he died of a drug overdose, then I want to find who supplied him the drugs and who first introduced him to them," she said. "We've still not had a chance to speak to Dr. Murray about Michael's final days. I need to know what he may have seen or heard."

She also claimed, the newspapers reported, that roughly $2 million (1.23 million pounds) worth of cash and jewelry was taken from Michael Jackson's rented mansion and has not been accounted for.

She added: "Michael didn't have to die. We are all mourning his loss, more than anyone can ever know. But we are also determined to get to the bottom of what happened to him."

"It will all come out. You will be shocked," she warned.

La Toya is equally determined to resolve the custody battle between Katherine Jackson and Debbie Rowe over Michael's two eldest children, Prince, 12, and Paris, 11 (La Toya confirms that Blanket, 7, was conceived with a donor egg and donated sperm and that his biological parents are unknown).

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Short and Simple

I suspect he's told me lie after lie, after lie...after lie. I don't
understand why, because really, we're not together. So, what would cause
him to lie?

Busy is the excuse, occupied is the state that's always used. And later
is when he says he'll hit me up. A busy ass lie is what I think, but
patience is a virtue that I have 98% expertise in it. Yet he thinks I'm
stupid. I mean he has the time to be on TWITTER all day,and all night
cause he following kid cudi but I can't ever get a "what's up" text? Is
it because he doesn't like me like that? Or is it because I'm not on his
important list? I could call and not get a phone call back.. Ever. If a
guy was feeling a girl, wouldn't he, no matter how busy his day is, make
it a point to text her or hit her up at least once a day? The answer is
obvious, so I'm letting him go. Permanently.

As I listened to my friend tell her story, I recommended not to burn
that bridge, because he's probably waiting to cross over it, showing
caution to the street signs. Guys need to be for certain if what they're
inspecting is worth purchasing. She agreed.



Old IDEA, turned TRUE idea

My FUTURE creation will start with this JERSEY. I want to customize it, make it sexy and stunt on these silly rabbits boppin around like they know fashion. If I didn't have these Pamela Andersons, I'd be stuntin harder.

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Scholarships at PVAMU

At Prairie View A & M University, there is a new program called the Presidential Scholarship Program that are developed to assist those students who do not have the ability to pay for college. These scholarship are not specifically based on income so that is a new factor to which people have been complaining about, yet your GPA must be from 2.25-3.0. Overall Financial Aid advisers want to increase numbers of students eligible for financial aid. The scholarships are named after Principals and Presidents that have made significant contributions to Prairie View A&M University and the surrounding community.

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Unitiled... so just read

Distraught. Confused. Manipulated. Forced to cope. I describe our ancestors during slavery, who carried our freedom on their on their backs as they took the beatings and verbal abuse. Taken from their rightful homes, in order to fulfill a selfish mans greedy dreams. Culture was stripped from their clothes, memories from their belongings. Yet, they still made music. Music heals the soul. Drums beating, foots stomping, eyes closed so the melodies could take them to a peaceful land. Horns, dancing, singing, praising the one and only Universal God. Thanks being given to Jesus for dying for their sins. Thanks that they still, had each other.

Yet. Culture was still stripped from them. They had to adapt. To the scraps that were left from the white mans kitchen. A diet that did not fulfill their hungry or their melanin on their skin. We may all be humans first, but our bodies do differ in the essence that what white people eat is not good for us. We had more pigment in our skins which cause for a different diet. Look at the statistics, African-Americans are usually in high risk for most of the diseases. High Blood pressure, Diabetes, and others. Why is that so? FOOD! I was shocked when I found out that people still ate chitlins and meatloaf, among other scraps that they formulated into meals. Overall, even though culture has been stripped from African Americans, there is an alternative that should be taught to your children. First and foremost, CANDY IS UNHEALTHY. No matter how many calories are taken out, or "no sugar added" it doesn't matter, its all chemicals that are mixed with color added to it. If you don't like processed chicken, go to your local butcher shop and ask for the 5 for $20. Which is 5 chickens for $20. Healthier chicken, and you get to chose which one you want. Cut out sweet things. Cancer cells feed from sugar.

Remember, we eat to sustain our bodies.


Summertime in Houston

The Wait.....

The End. Congratulations sweet mother.

The bestfriends.. well on a good day.
Gengi and Victoria

My favorite picture.

Taken By: Me


Chris Brown and Amber Rose

I heard that they're seeing each other now. I'm sure it didn't take her too much to snag chris since he's considered damaged goods as far as beating Rihanna almost to a pulp. She's a freak though, so it probably turns her on. They're cute together though.


Fulani Pride

On my most recent trip to Nigeria, I traveled to Kwara state, where a lot of Fulani people stay. Selling Wara, a form of cheese that we eat in Nigeria. The Fulani Tribe, which is also apart of my bloodline has a bravado like none other. They stick to their traditions until date. Which include facial tattoos, face piercings, and colorful everything. They have the most beautiful tattoos that have a traditional sense and are acquired after puberty for women and also some are given in essence of marriage. Their color beads, clothes, jewelry, hairstyles will make anyone stare hard. I'm sure they were the ones that developed the style of colorful makeup. You know I did. I wish I had my camera, because I would've taken pictures of the beautiful woman that I saw during my visit. Captivating.


A Love Facing A Dead End..

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Soul searching is a stage where people around my age, roam, still stuck in a maze even after old age. Choosing a different boyfriend or girlfriend at different stages in life, steadily in rage from each gaze their dead end relationships gave. A sour repercussion of unmatched couples which lead to a new, next, guy or girl. Starting over. Each ex having to contemplate on which new, next man or woman to travel the road that was in store for them to now pace. Looking for a prophetic word to explain, or show them a way. People end up switching from partner to partner in a journey for a dream of a common life of everlasting escape out of this maze.

Since I was a child I dreamt of a fairy tale ending with my soul mate. I envision a true definition of love embroidered in my heart due to the passion that my soul mate and I will share. A love that will carry us through hunger, pain, or any type of discomfort that we may face. Unconditional love. Desire for each other when distance overcomes the inevitable reality of having to be apart sometimes. A good love would lead to you fight back to back in a war against whoever, but is unfortunately something I wouldn't do. I rather stand, head to the sky, prayers in my mind, dead next to him. Ready for whatever, side by side, is what a great love will make you aim for. Someone that is worth facing any battle for, no matter who, when, where, how, or what we're facing. Like Nietzsche (niche) said, “What doesn’t kill you will only make you stronger”.

Questions and comments arose as my feels of this divine love were spoken amongst my friends. Some could not believe I still had these desires in my heart of such a so called fairy tale love. It just wasn’t possible they said. This doubt inspired me to figure out its source. How could a doubt of my love, something that has not happened yet, be formulated as if they knew my life? Can you really tell a person what their future could amount to just because you have not personally seen it yourself? I figured that the great percentage of single-parent and divorced homes had ensured a dent in a child’s fairytale dream of happiness. Our community, culture, and most importantly our parents’ set examples of what our futures may look like, or warning of what it should not look like. Our fairytales are destroyed from the constant emphasis of finding love through mind games, or sporadic and eccentric ways of meeting a significant other. These stresses in our society comply with a contradictory and man-made set of guides to failure and the belief that if they are not followed, a divine love will not be found.

I really want to know who comes up with this mess. Is the world really trying to teach us to shut out the guidance of God ever so much that those social guidelines to finding a relationship are what we let determine who we allow or keep in our lives? Nietzsche (niche) argued that he felt God was outdated and that God was no longer needed because of our tendencies to have solutions to our problems. I argue that Nietzsche was a fool and that God can never be outdated. Who do you think gives the willpower and information to each individual for the transcendence of our problems? God. But I do to have to agree with him on the fact that people do not consult God about their problems anymore and find solutions that they see fit. Then seek his help after their situations hit the fan, and then wonder how they got themselves in such a situation. Memo to all: seek the approval of God before you make arrangements.

I dedicate this to all young or older women or men who think that they may have not found their soul mate. Every woman does yearn for her “It” guy, likewise to a man for his “it” girl and I don’t specifically mean physically, but mentally. Pay attention to the little things, like her vision of you being her potential “it” guy that is represented in a decision to date you. She must have noticed something special that she liked in your encounters. Don't take advantage of that, because what you do to these women, will be done to your children. The sins of a father are carried throughout the bloodline if you haven't noticed already. In addition, she must see potential in you to give you some sort of time. Choose your decisions wisely. If you stop allowing men or women to use your bodies for sexual pleasures without any sense of commitment, then he or she may give you a type of love that your body does need. Like a scientist, a man or woman could have many lab rats in his laboratory for an experiment. Dissect them specifically for what he or she wants from each rat, and move on to the new, next rat. Don’t be the lab rats and be a walking symbolization of your priceless worth. Don’t lose hope or settle with a person’s view, use the Lord’s guidance, because if you think you know it all, you’ll end up facing a dead end.


"Today I Die" - Inspirational Game

This Interactive gave proved to be the most inspirational ones that I've come across. You don't run into many games with a meaning behind it these days, but this one, actually surprised me. My sister ran across this game while web-surfing today and told me that I would love the poem at the end of the game. When you play this, think about what the words mean, and how truthful the animations are.

Its some Real Shhhh..

The LINK: Today I Die


Real Shh

Diddy, seriously? He looked at that dollar like it was an abomination to be in his stack. Soon I'll be gettin money like this. Yall just sit and wait. This grind is not in vain. I was reading my tweets today and ran across a friends update, Tito wrote "Everybody look at you strange, say you change.. Like you work hard to stay the same".

Thats Real Shhhut Yo Mouth.. and get on the Grind. Life don't stop for no one.